My sister : " 怎么又坏掉了。不是前几天恢复了吗？"
Me : Those few days were just a good dream for me. Now back to that me.

That me.
Appear to be normal.
Tend to be a poker face.
Won't smile. Even if smile it isn't wholeheartedly.
No one else can make me laugh/smile/happy wholeheartedly .
Just a loner. Finish exam, go home not waiting for friends.
Revision. Do it alone unless friends come for some help.
Lunch, just silently eat and watch the rest chatting.
Back to that quiet person ...
When memories flow into mind, just stay in my room ..sometime cries.
Such a me. Even I can't stand it. But that's me without you ..

Why can't I hate you? I don't understand.
Why can't I move on? I don't understand.
Why can't I just stop loving you? I still don't understand.

I guess I would be forever stuck at here, at this situation.

Labels: Me, thought

- posted by SteelLimey @ 10:49 PM