Sometime no matter if there's family and friends around, it would be still lonely. This loneliness , which I should had already get use to it since don't know how long ago. Sure I do have friends with me, but still not at the moment when I need their accompany. I could just say maybe sometime there's only MiMi accompanying me. Pitiful ? Yea maybe and maybe not. I don't wish to get hopes up of having someone who would be there as the saying goes, the higher the hope, the greater the disappointment is. But this hope has been keep increasing (unwillingly) but yet shatter. I guess I should just get use to it and not letting any chances for the hope of being shatter. It isn't a good feeling. Simply not. I'm not strong at all. I would be really grateful if people would be 'gentle' to 'it' .

I would just pretend everything is fine. Perfectly fine .

Signing off,
Junjie`

Labels: Rantings

- posted by SteelLimey @ 8:44 PM