“I am terrified to go school”. I always have this thought when school going to start especially during Sunday or day that before the major exam or presentation. I would start thinking of how to pass this week smoothly.  It seems to be a phobia that started during my primary school education. I am quite afraid of the teachers during that time. They were so strict and demanding (well that was my opinion for the young me). Now, this thought comes because I have not completed my task/homework. Even I did, I would think of the teacher response to my work. Also it’s the stress that mainly contributed to this thought. The stress of getting everything perfectly done. Well when a thing isn’t done well, I would get really pretty stress. I’m not sure why. I am not a perfectionist. Every week, I would pray for the arrival Friday. When Friday reaches, I will be really relieved (but that only applies after classes). Then the whole cycle repeat itself again. I hope one day I would be able go to school without fear or stress though it seems impossible for me.