Woke up with sore eyes and a mild headache. Been trying to suppress the headache . Always happen after I cry. Ugh. Lots of thoughts been passing through my mind today. And zoom, it's night again . At first, I thought of maybe some rounds of games will help me stop thinking too much. But just 3 rounds , my head immediately spinning. Just not game day today. After that trying to read fanfic but it just helps me pass for 2 hours. Lying on my bed and thoughts hit me intensively . Gotten a little nap and it was you who appear in my dream again. Sigh. Then i thought about my family . Dad was never understanding these days . I guess the one having attitude problem is not me is him. No matter how we reply him , he would end up saying we have attitude problem. Enough of it , I guess i won't talk to him too much for now . I stop pleasing anyone. What for pleasing them when I'm not happy at all while pleasing them.

Indeed , I am heartless. Reason being I gave my heart to her and she crushed it. Ended with me without heart now

Junjie`Stoptheheadache willya

- posted by SteelLimey @ 8:21 PM