I want to be up-to-date of your news. I want to be your listening ear again . 

Keep having selfish thoughts ... Reminded myself , those are just selfish thoughts . Perhaps .. there's still a little of greedy inside me .. Feel like i lacking of something. I am trying hard to let this darkness to take over . Trying to control my emotion and make it as normal as possible. Reminding helps me to control .. For i scared, once i lose my control, i would just go mad ,crazy, down. Real down . Idw.. Wore a jacket to school today. Whenever , i thinks of jacket.. i will be wondering , have you gotten yourself one ? Or maybe have someone lend/give it to you ? .. Thinking the coldness , you might be experiencing .. This is all my one sided thought. I know about it.  Wondering did something happened to you ...Saw that person comment ... Hopefully everything will turn out fine for you . A gal likes you deserves a better life ...
Previous blog post , post via phone, was a mess . Lols .

- posted by SteelLimey @ 6:04 PM