Heard the conv between Mum and the Doct . Saying i have to undergo that treatment soon ... Made a request to Mum. "Whatever is the treatment, i will do . But , i will not stay in the hospital. Don't put me into hospital ." I know it's a selfish request of mine... But i hope Mum willl agree to it after some considerations . Idw to waste my time in the hospital , on hospital bed. And i know once i lie there, i won't be able to get out anymore ... It will be a cage.. Idw . I want to use the remaining time to do things , be it meaningful or not . I would rather spend the last few minute of my time outside with the fresh air .

Getting tired each day. I know why , my family knows why too . But trying my best to gather all my strength to do things. Thinking about the upcoming boxing competition , i guess i have to train back my stamina. Went for a run ..rain-ed . Feels so good running in the rain ..  But many thoughts came to my mind . Feel like just find a spot and lie down in the rain . ILoveYou. Really I Do. is the conclusion for all my thoughts . Your Prelims came, hope you can manage it well ...JiaYou . Though can't say it to you, but I hope it will reach to you somehow .

MiMi . really is smart . Morning helped me to take my ezlink card which i dropped it on my bedroom floor .If not i had to turn back to walk home when i realise i forget my card . There's this question make me wondering ... Are you willing to take care of it when I go to another world ? If not at least come to look after it awhile ?
But, i dont think you will answer cos i dont have the courage to ask either . Lols.

- posted by SteelLimey @ 9:15 PM